[He goes quiet at that, staring at the floor as he formulates a response. He knows he's being petulant, and he's irritated at himself for not keeping his relaxed front up. Another mistake. He shouldn't have shown weakness.
And yet he did, and Dan Heng is trying so hard to drag him out of the emotional pit Dan Feng threw him into. But... he doesn't know how to let him do that. He's been bearing everything alone for far too long.
He can, at least, put his smile back on when he elects to lie.]
[And he walks out! At least he's just going down the hall. Y'know, so he can do his embarrassing crying in the shower where no one will hear him. Then he's gonna flop in his room and brood.]
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And yet he did, and Dan Heng is trying so hard to drag him out of the emotional pit Dan Feng threw him into. But... he doesn't know how to let him do that. He's been bearing everything alone for far too long.
He can, at least, put his smile back on when he elects to lie.]
Alright, I hear you. Thank you, Dan Heng.
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[the wind goes right out of his sails. he doesn't know whether he should believe it. he doesn't know jing yuan well enough to contest it, not really.]
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[He tries to relax a little, and sighs softly.]
I am going to take a long shower, and then a nap in my own bed.
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...All right. Rest well, general.
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[And he walks out! At least he's just going down the hall. Y'know, so he can do his embarrassing crying in the shower where no one will hear him. Then he's gonna flop in his room and brood.]
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this and more questions remaining unanswered as he lays alone in his bed in unimaginable pain.]