[ a soft throaty noise, embarrassed even as she squeezes around him. ]
It's-- a big commitment, even ignoring the social aspects? Or anything else? And I can't... I don't know that I'd live long enough, in the first place, to do that. And.
[ trails off a moment, uneasy, looking away. Her tone comes carefully even, now. ]
... I would be a terrible mother. I was raised well, for my purpose, but I would not do the same for any child of mine but I don't think-- I would be able to avoid doing so, and hurt it in the process the same way I've been damaged.
... As well, a nonhuman child would certainly see me excommunicated from my faith, and rejected by my family, and likely most of society. Humans don't tolerate "monsters" well.
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It's-- a big commitment, even ignoring the social aspects? Or anything else? And I can't... I don't know that I'd live long enough, in the first place, to do that. And.
[ trails off a moment, uneasy, looking away. Her tone comes carefully even, now. ]
... I would be a terrible mother. I was raised well, for my purpose, but I would not do the same for any child of mine but I don't think-- I would be able to avoid doing so, and hurt it in the process the same way I've been damaged.
... As well, a nonhuman child would certainly see me excommunicated from my faith, and rejected by my family, and likely most of society. Humans don't tolerate "monsters" well.