[It is SO fucked up. Jing Yuan leans against the ticket counter, folding his arms to stop himself from reaching for Dan Feng. It's all so... messy. Unhealthy. He shouldn't let himself get so wound up in it, when it's destined to hurt him -- in the worst case, he could be entirely destroyed by it. And yet just the act of standing a few feet apart when he wants to hold Dan Feng close is making him feel desperately cold.]
I know you said there's no reason to apologise, but that isn't true. You're keeping a distance from me, so... I am sorry for hurting you. I know better than to let my temper get away from me like that.
Re: Day 15 morning
[It is SO fucked up. Jing Yuan leans against the ticket counter, folding his arms to stop himself from reaching for Dan Feng. It's all so... messy. Unhealthy. He shouldn't let himself get so wound up in it, when it's destined to hurt him -- in the worst case, he could be entirely destroyed by it. And yet just the act of standing a few feet apart when he wants to hold Dan Feng close is making him feel desperately cold.]
I know you said there's no reason to apologise, but that isn't true. You're keeping a distance from me, so... I am sorry for hurting you. I know better than to let my temper get away from me like that.